forgot

i forgot about the MOST disturbing part of my day yesterday... i know, that sounds crazy cause yesterday was all insane, but really, this was the worst.

a khmer man wearing a shirt that was in english and cambodian (not sure what you call the written language here)... anyhow, it said, SEX WORK IS WORK

i had to stop and think about that. and still am. it's funny how i know there are districts of 10 year old prostitutes really near to where i am, but since i haven't seen them, i haven't really thought about it. actually it's not funny. it's sad. or maybe it is just a coping mechanism. but i am really disturbed. sick to my stomach disturbed.

i had a hard time sleeping last night becasue i was thinking about millions of people being tortured. an overwhelming place.